MESS

I do not know what is going on in the world?
I think every thing is in mess.

I do not like it.

When I turn the radio on, or when choose a TV channel, there is just one thing.

And that is: love
The word that I do not know where is his or her place in my life.

Through all my life I was searching for it, but I could not find it any where.

What is it? And where is his or her place?
I am desire to meet it.
I am tried of a life without it.
I know that GOD can help me, but I do not know why he does not or al least does not show me.
some one is calling me.
who is it?
it?
no, I don't want.
I need someone, a human to talk, to touch, to feel warmness of.
No I made a mistake.

I need living in a countryside for short period.
I need greenlands, sunshine, bird's songs, and trees.
I don't know what i need
I am always in mess.

mess
mess
mess.......